I have spent so much time planning trips: what type of vibe do I want to achieve, where will I go, what will I look like, who will come with me? I dreamed of who I will be on that trip- will I be in shape, will I wear a crop top, or that bathing suit that makes me self conscious, and rock it? Will my hair be wild and free, and my clothes comfy and flowing and my mind at peace? I plan an escape from reality that will never meet my expectations, and I have come to decide that, those things can all be my reality, and they don’t merely need to exist on a holiday, they can be my everyday. I mean, why the hell not, right?
I am so ready to go get the life I want, even if I am not positive of what I want yet, and I know it is going to take passion and motivation, and perseverance, but I have those things, I know I do! Maybe last week or yesterday I didn’t, but doubting if I am those things is what I have done in the past, and in the past I was limited, and look where it has gotten me: I have a home and a lovely family, a car, a place to rest my head, food to eat, and friends, and a job, but I don’t have the wind blowing in my hair or financial freedom, I am not happy with how I have taken care of my body, and I don’t feel as if I am living life to the fullest by perusing every opportunity to achieve what my heart desires . My life is great, it isn’t awesome, and I intend to make it practically unbelievable, to even myself.
This is going to be an absolutely astonishing journey, I know it, and I want to document it for myself, my family (current and future), and everyone else who wants to take pleasure or motivation or comedy from reading it. I want to stay absolutely real in this transformation, and blog at least once a day, the good and the bad- the thing is, I want to take every bad thing and use it to develop constructive criticism:
That happened poorly, how can I change my actions and attitudes to make it better?
I also want to take the good things and make constructive compliments:
I handled or did that well- why? and how can I carry that over to other aspects of my life and habits?
I can’t see everything for myself, so if you are reading this, if anyone reads this, please comment, or contact, and let me know what you think I do well and poorly, so that I can use your objective points of view in my reflections. Forewarning: I will take your comments with a grain of salt, as everything is not right for everybody- please don’t be offended that I don’t add chia seeds and apple cider vinegar to my water.
So, as with any trip I must plan:
- What vibe am I going for: Joy, calm, wholesome.
- Where will I go: UP, and also preferably west, if we are speaking about locations.
- What will I look like: Happy, Content with My Body, Stress-Free, Composed
- Who will come with me: I hope to bring everyone who supports and loves me, haters will miss the bus, I don’t have time or patience to comply with being dragged down! The dogs will also be coming.
I am packing my bags: they are going to be full of weird things that give it an odd shape, but you know, that shape will be ergonomic, it will fit who I am and what I am aiming to become. It is probably going to be stopped and checked by TSA, but, its not really a set back, and I can enjoy a pat down from time to time: its just an intimate reality check from a complete stranger, and they use protection after all. I hope you all like looking at people’s mediocre vacation photos, cause that is pretty much what this is all about! You might not be totally into seeing all the stuff I put on this page, but I will be enthusiastically showing it to you! And if I can do it in a kick-ass Hawaiian shirt, all the better!
Odd Shaped Baggage this Way 